Fine. I won't message you.
And since its so expensive just for messaging you. Then maybe if something really happens to me, i can't message you? When ya message me then maybe don't expect me to reply?
_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
>> titledat 3:14:00 am__
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"我决定了"
"比起安全、幸福，我更想要的是你。"
"在没有你的任何地方，我不晓得该怎麽样才能笑得出来。"
结子：
"大傻瓜～！" :'(
_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
>> titledat 1:03:00 am__
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>> titledat 10:30:00 pm__
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Am i unwanted or something?
I'm feeling too darn insecure.
I need hugs.
I need kisses.
I need company.
I need alex around.
But...
Why the fuck do i always cry when no one is with me?
Why do we always quarrel just because i didn't pick up your calls or reply your messages the moment i received them coz i'm preoccupied by something and didn't hear my phone ring?
I always return your calls and messages be it by phone calls or messages.
I explained the reasons to you and you just won't listen or even believe.
Simply put you don't even trust me.
I didn't even do or say anything when you don't pick my calls or reply my messages.
Does that make me good to bully?
Do i deserve this kind of treatment just because i'm a useless bum at housework and that i'm abit allergic to water so i really don'l like bathing much coz it gives me rashes?
When it comes to work, you say i'm not looking out for one. But the blardy thing is i don't have internet access *i have been posting via mms from my phone*, how am i gonna look for work?
And still, Why the fuck do i cry when i miss you so much?
_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
>> titledat 10:12:00 pm__
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>> titledat 10:04:00 pm__
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心好乱~
为什么会这样~
是我变了, 还是什么原因~
头快爆炸了~
晚上睡不好~
如果睡着了, 也还会做梦~
找不到公作~
又读不了书~
想读我最爱的平面设计或是商业管理方面的~
可天不从人愿~
真的好难阿~
五年了, 我努力了五年了~
还是没进展~
是时候放弃了吗?
我好不甘心~
对于那些能继续读书的人, 是即嫉妒又羡慕~
我好恨阿~
_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
>> titledat 2:09:00 am__
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Darling, please be home quick.
*p.s. I know that's impossible, you'll only be back on the 30th*
Stupid saf's fault.
_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
>> titledat 1:31:00 am__
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Darling hubby has gone to taiwan for a NS exercise... Hope everything goes well... Praying that he returns safe and sound... Well... Haiz... Anyone has any jobs to intro please tell me... Thanks... Currently jobless already... Contract ended...
_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
>> titledat 2:00:00 pm__
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Misha aka Kelly
_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
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